Recovery From Addiction Is A Subject Itself...
As a recovering porn addict, it came to my surprise that my recovery from my addiction and my relationship with said addiction were integral aspects of my mental health.
Caring for mental health is essential, and it means everything to us. Mental health is physical health. I know it can be challenging, and I don't undermine your experience as I value what you have been through.
You are not your flaws, you dont have to fight this alone.
You will be the blossoming flower God made you out to be.